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Friday, August 04, 2006
Well, I'm damn pissed at everyone now. It's not like I want to, but when people give stupid excuses for not going for the conference, I get so boiled up inside. Just say that you don't feel like it, that you have other priorities, that you have this and that. Ah, fuck it. All those preaching and all those reaching out to invite people to come. In the end, it's people like you that don't come at all. And I'm the fool who goes around like a puppet on strings, and working my ass off to get people to come.

It's so amusing when you think back and wonder how people once said things like "You're the friend that I would always treasure", and "I'll always be there". It makes me laugh how you people just step out of the door when new aquaintances appear in your life. And you jump right back in when you find that you're left with only me standing when they disappear. Isn't it so amusing. So many people are guity of that, they kick you off like dust, they sweep you in like gold as and when they like it.

I'm so fucking pissed. Cause of how people treat the conference not as significantly as the previous year's as it lacked big name bands. Cause people don't practice what they preached. Cause I see how indifferent people can get. Cause this world is fucked up, and life is as well.

Fucking hell. Don't give me those shit, cause I know who you people are deep inside. I just pretend that I don't.

11:59 PM

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