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Saturday, August 12, 2006
So the anguish and disappointment are over and reality sinks in. So I have to work harder still, and retake my Chinese. So there's a tugging in my heart and I feel deep burden. So my life's gotten suckier, and I'm still breathing.

You know, seeing how life goes on for you, and how my status in you heart found a dramatic drop, I really can't bear to open my eyes and look at you. I guess you have your friends, you have your family, and you still have him. And the cycles repeats itself again, as I continuously look for a stronger bond, a bond that I can pour my heart and soul into keeping it. All signs point to a whole new start, but still, I choose to stay put for now. I've been a fool, thinking that I've found that someone. I'll choose to be one still.

Sigh. Do I ever learn.

9:56 AM

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